*scream*
I'm sorry you didn't
hear it.
It feels so good
sometimes to just scream. Sounds crazy, doesn't it? I mean, who wants to be
caught doing something as irrational as shouting like a 'baby', the aaaa-baaaa
and the ultimate show of frustration?
A scream contains
all the notes of the most beautiful music on earth. It embodies all the poetry
we compose just to 'express' those strong emotions. A scream portrays perfectly
the total frequency response of your mind at the time and the impulse response
is the 'you'.
When you reach your
breaking point and begin to get an overload of frustration and anger and
remorse and the many more emotions and feelings, a scream is the ultimate
floodgate to release it all. Your target may not be able to hear you at the
time, but you still somehow feel 'lighter' after releasing those pure animal
notes.
What you actually
want to do is maybe bash the person up, shake up an institution, throw a plate
on the wall with all your force just to get the 'thing' out of you. But all
this is not always the practical option. In such situations a scream is the
perfect outlet for excessive pent-up energy. If it could be visible, your aura
would perhaps shimmer with such high frequency at the time as to startle the
onlooker into fixation.
Sometimes you want
to scream the scream that reverberates in the mountains and startles the birds;
the 'animal' you bursting to be let out. It's so difficult to contain it all in
your small skull, yet surprising how much we can hold in the tiny bone-sphere;
how the neurons in your brain maintain functionality even when your heart is
telling you to get ready to burst.
Music and writing
are the perfect outlets for expression. Or so it is said.
It takes time and
effort to compose a 'good' piece of writing/music. But when you let out the
scream, you're composing the best music and literature and with the speed and
fury deserved by the strength of the irk; there is no need for a pen, a violin,
a mike; just your throat, your mind, and the opening of the channel to throw it
all out into the world.
To release.
And be released.
But we hardly have the chance to do that as well!
ReplyDeleteI know, and that adds even more to the frustration!
DeleteI sometimes bunch up my knees, shut my eyes, and scream inside my head. It's not as well as the loud thing, but it does to cheat myself a little.
Like right now I REALLY want to shout out, but... :/
I never tried the screaming method to release my frustration but now all thx to you, I AM SURELY DOING IT :D you go girl :)
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